I keep coming back to this little spot. It holds some big and sacred feelings.
I am sick and sad today. Learned that one of my deepest soul longings is to be taken care of. which calls to mind my huge trust issues and how I am dreadfully uncomfortable with the idea of completely letting go and leaning on someone. And how very badly I want to be able to do that.
We always wish for what we can't or don't have. What would we do if we got it? I would bloom like those tea blossoms in hot water <3 p="p">
How can I bloom and long for something? Trust trust trust. sighs.
I took care of myself today. and that is something.
I am sick and sad today. Learned that one of my deepest soul longings is to be taken care of. which calls to mind my huge trust issues and how I am dreadfully uncomfortable with the idea of completely letting go and leaning on someone. And how very badly I want to be able to do that.
We always wish for what we can't or don't have. What would we do if we got it? I would bloom like those tea blossoms in hot water <3 p="p">
How can I bloom and long for something? Trust trust trust. sighs.
I took care of myself today. and that is something.
